Both my sister and my mother are mad at me. My sister isn't talking to me. In fact, she won't even listen to me, and my mom is just being her normal bitchy self. And the best part is my sister is mad at me because I was trying to get my mom (and my dad) to not be mad at me, and my mom is mad at me because I was trying to get my sister to not be mad at me. So now they're both mad at me. My mom might be calling me back to talk things over more (she's at work), and she might be willing to compromise, but I guess it doesn't really matter since my sister and supposed "best" friend is mad at me. So I guess I'll just sit at home tomorrow and do the same thing I've been doing all week, which is absolutely nothing except be miserable. Really the only good thing that's happened so far is that I finished a story (which really was good), but other than that, it's pretty much all been bad, even though it's only been two days.

And yesterday was really shitty, cause my parents dragged me to this stupid thing at church, and I had to sit out in the hot sun for hours and get sick from heat stroke, not to mention that pretty much everything that could go wrong did. And to make things better, the guy who molested me in 10th grade and pretty much screwed me up (and probably for life) was there, so I had to spend the entire day trying to avoid him in hopes that he wouldn't recognize me, because if he did I know he would come over to me and I would probably freeze up like I always do and not be able to do anything because I'm stupid and pathetic and I hate it. Fortunately he didn't see me, or if he did he either didn't recognize me or just ignored me, so at least that worked out. But I'm certainly never going to that church again, not if he's going to be there. And I have to wonder why he was there at all, because he's definitely not the type to go to church. I don't know what I'm going to do if he starts stalking me again, because that was the scariest time of my life and I don't ever want to go through that again. And I don't even know why I'm putting this on here because I've never told anyone, at least not this much. But whatever. I think I'll just go start cutting myself again, like I used to. It's not like anyone would care anyway.

**EDIT**

Ok, sorry about my little rant earlier. I was just really upset. I tend to get like this when I get stressed. It's a bad habit. Anyway, I'm not a cutter or anything. I used to be, but I was really just saying that to make myself feel better. Weird, I know. *slaps self for acting stupid and emo* But I swore off cutting a long time ago, and I'm not about to start again. Ok, so while I'm on here, I should probably apologize for my long hiatus. I just haven't been really inspired to work on any of these stories or anything. Except, yesterday I was inspired to work on my Zelda fic for the first time in about 6 months, and that's the one I finished yesterday. Yep! I'm excited! Yays!! *dances* Ok, so I'll be posting chapters up daily (it's 8 chappies long. i've posted...6?). Bye!!